THE ONLY WAY OUT IS THROUGH AND INTO THE DEPTHS OF DESPAIR. Why me I asked myself many times. Often I felt that the pain that Jesus Christ must have suffered was unbelievable compared to my pain which for me was quite unacceptable. Imagine this 3mm twin ganglion on my foot which caused such dreadful pain. No one should have to suffer such pain it is now over 12 weeks which seems to qualify me to visit NHS Pain Clinic.
Pain affects the way we act and think and I felt that I had to identify with how this pain was affecting my life. Indeed in truth it was and is unbelievable that I should have been prescribed painkillers that did not one jot to alleviate this pain as it is according to my doctor a neuropathic pain but the pills for this are incredible as they can potentially affect other parts of the body. Luckily a topical cream Capsaicin 0.025% the lowest level is easing somewhat the pain but it is not curative of the ailment.
There are complementary methods to ease this pain and better manage pain such as acupuncture, acupressure, osteopath, chiropractor non offered on NHS as far as I know. I have tried Reiki music, meditation music and music in general to avert sleepless nights tormented and racked with pain. Exercise, massage of foot is also a possibility. Coming to terms with such pain as burning sensation, pins and needles, cramps, darting pain, nerves jumping. Fergie the singer encapsulates somewhat the various meanings of pain in the song entitled Love is Pain, Pain is Love.
There exists a British Pain Society I have yet to discover what help they impart. NHS offers Pain Management Programmes as well as MSK (muscular skeletal solutions) via podiatry, physio therapy which can lead to being seen by an orthopaedic or neurology doctor as well as orthotics if needed. This whole procedure though is all very time consuming and all I wanted was to be given a magic pill or cure and a name for the actual ailment. I still am uncertain apart from the 3mm twin ganglion and the possible Moretons Neuroma as to what is causing the spongey feeling on the side and ball of the foot.
in fact I was lucky enough to find some excellent exercises on UTube but as to whether these are suitable or not for my condition is quite another matter also there is an excellent page on an NHS website as to the explanation of foot pain and what to do although I already knew most of this and it was suggested that I look no further.
My latest discovery however seems to be just what I have been looking for it is an Electromic Acupuncture Pen which runs on batteries. This indeed seems to be the miracle cure with all that this has to offer as follows ” promotes blood circulation, firms sagging skin, detoxes the meridians, helps muscle pain, has no side effects viz pain killers, treats chronic pain, acute and chronic physical pain, rheumatism, osteoporosis, sciatica, migraine, sports injuries, muscle, joint and back pain” this indeed seems to me to be just the miracle cure that I have been searching for to help me overcome this excruciating, unbearable screaming pain.